Brunet to Blondy

The beginning of my life.
I started to speak out, talking to people, trying to find friends. Fighting my battle of being scared to show people who I really was. I had decided to try pot because I was hearing good things about it, how it was fun and how a lot of people were doing it. After a while I started to become friends with some girls down my street they were really fun, but also wild. They were girls that weren't scared of much. They did Pot, so I decided to do some with them. And that's were it really all started. But when I became better friends with these girls. I also became wild like them. Did things that scared me deep down and that I knew wasn't good to do or good for me, for my health either. But when I started to really enjoy my High, that's when my problem started that's when i became a stoner. Everyday, I would smoke up then the girls would tell me, smoke a cigarette they give you more of a buzz. So then two problems, I became a stoner and a smoker. But to me at that point it was just an everyday thing to do. A ritual.

At that point found out there's a pit. A pit is a spot at school that teenagers go smoke. I joined the pit and made more friends. Friends that were of course smokers and stoners and some worse. Some Pot was nothing to them. Days go by... the girls down my street introduced me to some guys they knew, their guy friends. Who also lived close to my house and no surprise, they were also smokers. I became good friends with these guys. They were great. Really fun and crazy and well it was always an excitement to be with them.

For me that was my start, those were my friends and smoking was my past time. But I learned more ... realized more... did more wild things, and discovered a lot. Also, got in trouble for a lot of things. But I also found out I had a beauty that was hiding behind my fears of showing people who I really was.

I'll let you know more, soon.♥