I'm lost! Believe me I'm lost!Why lost?
Because I can't seem to know what to do, what to think ,where to go. Who to believe, what to believe. I just don't know what to do with anything right now. I know everyone gets that feeling once in awhile. But it's not like before. I'm really confused. I'm trying hard to think about what's best for me. ..That's working out. But then I get doubt's on whether I'm right or wrong. But deep down I know I'm right .. and I know I'm doing everything I can to become the best I can be. But then there's that other feeling telling me .. what if ?.. what if they can't live right without you? ..what if they can't be there best without you? what if everything turns out wrong when your gone? .. when you leave them ? what if it's not the right choice, decision .. what about them ? what about the ones that really need you ? Or the ones that really care? or the ones that love you? ... what if you acutely belong where you don't want to belong ? ...
Like I said I'm lost. I'm lost in all my thoughts and doubt's.
I hope I get my answers and Everything turns out right.
And not wrong, right!
I need my heart to find the right answers!
It will come, I know it.
I just can't wait to not be lost.
.....
My heart will find the right choice, decision. I'm counting on it.
-I'll let you know. ♥
PS: I've keeped my promise! 4days, not long but its the start.
It's a really good start!!! I'm sooo proud of you, but most importantly i love youuuu, yes you and I'll forever <3 you!
ReplyDeletep.s. you know who you are...you know your heart and you know what is right...trust in yourself...don't doubt. but listen to your heart. forget about the 'what if's. you know the answers. and if you don't- you know who you can ask. :)
p.s.that is def a google pic... i used it for one of my presentations lol :)
ReplyDeleteMel xox